- FrIeNdS-

so where is my place in your heart?? can we be friends?? a really true friends... although we hv known each other for almost 5 or 6 yrs lex, bt hv you treated me as a friend?? in the past, i hv been suffering under you, being bullied by you.. but as time goes by, i learnt to take things easy. i tried to take them as some stupid jokes, and laugh the matter off, i tried to be strong for most of the time.. " lan li de lan pi,lan li de pig head,lan li de pig, lan li de pentium one, lanli de lag, lan li sux, lan li de noisy, lan li de stupid, lan li de ah gua,lan li de clown." and the list goes on and on, like never ending... and do you know i can't always be that strong? when i get weak and soft, all these words really hurts.. you can say is i sensitive, but it all goes inside my heart..ALL!..hai, saddie.. am i only a clown to you all these years?? a clown for you to make fun of, a clown for you to laugh at??.. how can i be accepted as a friend to you?? how can i be respected??

i have always treated friends in school with good care, i respected them well..they are wad they call friends you can lean on when things go wrong.. but becox of you, kaser is following exactly the same things, calling me all those stupid names, i dun need them anymore!! i dun wan all these to be spread among all my school mates.. i treasure our respect for each other, i treasure our bond with each other. they are my friends.. i dun want to feel hurt and insulted by friends, can we be friends?? a good friends..