tired

i miss saturdae...

another sundae has come.. it means one thing, another week has passed by..sometimes really so sick and tired of studying...seeing the piles of geo worksheets left undone, just too lazy to bother it..

yesterdae we went to Jack's Place for lunch to celebrate my brothers' birthday, haha.. den late for tuition for about 20 minutes!! haha.. at night we had birthdae cake..

yesterday had bibile study abt being thankful. haha... but once reach home totally forgot abt it. the cake tastes really terrible, suppose to be chocolate cheese cake, but it doesnt have any chocolate taste in it, it tastes like orange flavour instead!!..so i was like eating and complaining at the same time.. , its only after finish eating then i suddenly realize " yea, should really thank my mum for the cake, thank God for giving mii a family that is bonded so closely together.. there's such a heart-warming celebration"..

photo taking!!

just enjoy shooting photos these few days.. all the stupid things. guess wad i had for my lunch cum dinner today?


surprise bahx?? this is baoxuan's favourite seat... the green color seats on the bus!! with her hands especially posed for miii!!

dont know why suddenly have the crush on photo taking... it makes me to appreciate everything around me, to be grateful for everything that i have... all the wonderful memories left..., really dont know whether we will all be able to stay contact after all of us graduated, dont know whether will left any good memories of the school...

simply everything, the lift, the door, the iron, my computer... i snaps at them at every opportunity i have!!...

happy brithdae singapore

happy 41 birthday, Singapore!!!... yea, it's showing on the TV LIVE now.. just switch to any channel and you can watch it.

yesterdae went to watch the fire works with ruishan, chai min, alan, wee hsien, wee loon, winnie and kok guan.. its beautiful, but lasted only for abt 10 to 15 minutes.. haha.. it's already very happy to be able to walk down the river near the esplanade in the night.. chatting away and laughing together without worry and anxiety.. for that little moment, all the troubles seem to disappear into that festive night.

yea, national day also marked the last day of our holiday and really work hard for the exams le, the next holiday would be the last day of the O level!!.. Mr. Physics: im begining to love you more and more le because you are so mysterious- there is so much things that i do not know about you!!.. there is so much misunderstanding between the two of us..

haix... my brother stupid de!!!!

hiax... everytime like this de!!!!!... play computer for dont know how long alreadiii... ( as if doing homework horx??? )- everytime use this EXCUSE to use computer PLAY maple.... den act as though very good like dat....

then my turn use computer, will just sit beside and keep a time count down.... i use 15 min.. they use 2 hours.. hiax... poor thing right??? why do i have such brothers.... haix, haix, haix... i wish to have my own computer!! yea... the day is near!!!.......

helpless.hopeless.useless

how i wish i can quickly grow up? at least.. i can contribute abit financially. im so helpless. i could not even do anything to help the dearest people in my life. i wish i can give you whatever i own now.. even the little amout of cash in my bank.

before i know about it, i was full of dreams and aspirations. getting good grades and moving onto a new journey of life- JC/ poly.. to pursue all my dreams and career.. the future seems bright until i find this out. now im so hopeless, my hopes are getting dimmer, i dont dare to hope anymore... then i will be so selfish, having good life on my own and dont even bother about them. i need to help them... i just need!

hai.. i am feeling so useless. i did not even play my part well, i am so far away from them, when they needed me the most. i could not give them my mental support, physical support.. anykind of support. i just cannt give to help them. i could not give them the sense of security. i am of little use to them...

can i play a part too?

home town

mum just came back from taiwan this afternoon.. taiwan.. my homeland. full of memories of childhood.. 6 years nvr seen them le, granny is full of white hair now.. all my cousins who had grow up together with mii changed too. really miss them alot!!! i really hope to visit them, but at the same time also quite worried that there might be some communication breakdown, like dont know what to share.. language might also have a bit of problems. i wonder if they are ever angry with me, for choosing to leaving them that day, i wonder if they will continue to give me the full support like they used too.. so im actually quite afraid to face them... but i really want to keep this family bond, want to thank them for raising mii up, supplying my every need and wants, protecting mii from all dangers.. how i wish i have the chance to express my gratitude to them!!

rush day

guess what time i woke up this morning? 7a.m ... only when baosuan called to ask where am i .. and school is starting at 7.20... haix.. rush and rush and rush, never even had my breakfast, dashing across the road.. then take a cab at the rivervale mall taxi stand..haha.. bt in the end still make it in time!!!! pro bahx??

free periods

today lesson gt so much free periods. geo, physics, and chinese( partially: exam is over, still waiting for the result- should be coming out soon le) and we played cards for almost 3 hours in all!!.. gonnna to be a poker queen soon..
haix.. mr indra quickly come back worx!!!! we need you!!!... my physics is like ehemmm....help!!!

prelim is coming

its another 40 days to o level. about 11 more days to enlgish oral exam. and our chinese result should be coming out soon le bahx.. these few weeks... haix...muz really concentrate le!! hope there will be no distrations..STAY FOCUS!!! whaha...

the concert is really nice. i miss that night. it makes mii recall my last performance on the 13 april with all our band mates. all the times we have been through toghther, the hard times and the trials. its really not easy.. must really work hard and perservere through okie?? really hope to see band to grow better...

thank you for the concert. i really enjoy it very much. in fact, i miss it quite alot!!! just couldnt put that night off my head. really thank you. i had an enjoyable time. hope i didnt cause you any troubles.