- sweet company-

[ in my deepest night He is the guiding star; in my sinfulness He is the forgiving heart; a willing ear for each silent prayer, a shoulder for burdens I cannot bear. Sweet company from now through all eternity]--- the daily bread

He is the sweetest companion, the most faithful friend i have, the one who keeps His promise!
Shermin: i think He has a purpose for you!! he brought justin into your life and do wonders in your life!.. continue seeking God, you will find the true meaning one dae!! i'm so sorrie datz im nt a good witness, i dun noe how to put Him in a good word to describe, i dun noe how to spread the gospal, when you ask me about the history of it, i dun noe where to start the story.. the onli thing i can tell you is about the experience, realli.. knowing Him, it's the most beautiful thing that has happen in my life!!

- An unhealthy cell?-

Is our cell progressing?? the ans is "NO", worse still, it's going backward!!! why?
we should realli do some self- reflection to find out the root of this.. Actualli to realli think about what our cell leaders have been scolding us about for the past few weeks, it's true.. we are realli abit too much le.. we've brought down the image of our cell..a cell should bring us changes in our life, positive changes.. i want to be a Children of God everydae of my life, mondae to sundae.. nt juz on Saturdae alone when i go to church, [ maybe datz the reason why sometimes i feel so close with Him, yet sometimes i feel so far away from Him]... i want to love You everydae of my life!


come across one very meaningful phrase when i was shopping around in tampines, especially for all teachers:[to teach is to touch lives]

where is my channel 8 & channel 5!!

sob sob!!! todae no tv watch!! how come arhx?? i miss my channel 8 show... haha, cannt miss it lahx, so went to my right hand side neighbour house to watch.. [ left hand side neighbour oso lost channel 5 and 8], haha, 1st time went over their house leix!!! [ although hv been neighoburs for amost 2 1/2 years le]... haha, so the whole gang of kids.. my brothers, sister, neighour kids all went over his house watch tv!!! whahaha.. lucky mummi go call de dun noe wad to check, den found out actualli the whole block of our dis 2 units had problems wif tv cables.. i wonder how the neigbours downstairs can live without a few channels!!! the onli channels left for us are channel u, channel newsasia, art central and some indoneix channel... so poor thing!!!

music exchange seems realli near.. juz few more practices left.. can we make it??? punggol band, we muz work hard worx!! to show other skool dat we are SOMETHING!!

It's over

wahahah!!! so happie niex.. it's all over.. no more geo test, no more S.S project!!!.. hooray!! bt still cant be too happie yet, tml still gt emath test, next mon still gt chinese test,dun noe when still gt a maths test, den still gt physics project.. haha.. still gt soo much to do.. whaha...

for him: i know you wun be reading dis anyway... bt i muz realli thx for the nice time you hv created for me.. i realli treasure those times!! still remember you saying wanna go back primary skool toghether during teacher's dae.. [ last last year: our only meeting dae and place after we parted].. although i know this year wun be much possible for this to come true, bt still thx for the broken promise.. miss ya!

- social study= headache-

social study project.. wad function wad thingii is making me headache!!! haha.. i dun even noe wad am i suppose to do exactly... so all my slides are all..erm.. out of points, or should i sae..haha.. dun noe spend how many weekdaes and weekend doing it, until i no time to do my blogging and stuff.. actualli yesterdae completed all my slides le lorx.. den todae?? half of my presentation dun noe gone where le!!! have to redo another 7 slides!! damn angry de lorx.. yesterday i do till 12 + de leix.. now = nothing!!!

-back-

a few daes nvr come update bloggie le.. haha, not much time and energy bahx.. bt nvm, im back!! ytd yun jie and me gt 1st for the cooking competition leix!! im realli surprise by it lorx.. it's the wosrt cooking we've done, it's suppose to be a failure.. bt it turn out getting the 1st prize... we actualli spilled the whole blender of fruit drinks on the last min,; in the end we need to borrow fruits frm our neighbour [ thanks: sarah team!! without you i dun tink we can make it] and bought some from the canteen.. and we cant get any peach frm anywhere, so we onli hv honeydew juice added... it's pretty messy!!! haha...

haix... dis few daes, gt homework homework, test and test.. so busy!! yea.. my bro went for their PLSE oral todae, hope it would be all right!! [ GOOD luck andy and yong sin]!! study hard and do well for your PSLE okie?? get into a gud skool!! nt punggol!!!>.. hahah...lol

- I've gt a FEVER-

haix..yesterdae early in the morning abt 3.30a.m already hd a slight fever abt 37.5... in the end still went to skool ytd, bt in skool later is realli tired and the fever went on to even 39.4.. Den realli nt feeling well, one moment feel like freezing, the next moment feel like burining!!! haix, den will find any possible chance to sleep in class.. also dunno wad is happening in my head, although outside me, im still playing and joking around with my friends, everything seems normal.. bt inside me, im like living in my "lala" land, everything seems like...erm.. dreaming?? after skool went cp with other 2B guys and yun jie to find other recipe.. datz when i feel realli weak, i dun even hv de apetite to finish my bowl of porridge, i dun hv the energy to feed myself either, in the end onli gt a few bites out of the big big bowl.. i try to minimize my movement, my talkings to save my energy.. haha, in the end we also din manage to find any.. after going home, bathed, i went to sleep.. from yesterday 4.45p.m sleep till dis morning 11.45a.m, wake up twice 30min to hv my meal and medicine..

todae: my mummi insist i shouldnt go skool and should go see a doctor even though im feeling better after such a loooong rest.. so i spent my dae sleeping and sleeping and sleeping like a pig at home..i did nthing else bt sleep.. i hope everything in band would goes well, elena and vera would be able to take the section, kai ting would be able to cope with the scores and clarinet section would be able to learn, to play...

-NaTioNaL daE-

haha.. ytd is national dae leix!!! dis year i din miss the ndp parade.. i watch it through out!! the show is so nice, yea.. since becoming a singaprean 3 years ago, i haven't realli felt soo much for singapore until national daes. haha, there's so much i wanna thank singapore for.. thank you singapore for providing me a chance to pursue for education. after waiting and waiting for a skool for dun noe how many years, it's onli then i truely understand how fotunate is it to be able to study.. [ so guyz: do study hard okie?? the opportunity to study dun come easy.. there are many many others who would wish to study don't get a chance.. i used to be one]..and thank you singapore for giving us such a nice living environment.. i felt so secure living in singapore, there is no riots, no war to disrupts the peace in singapore.. all the systems are well- organised: the transport system, with the SBS buses, MRT, LRT, taxis, planes, ferries etc... you can get to anywhere around singapore, around the world easily.. in the past, had always focus on our tiny little problems too much le, never realli think on the gud sides which we should be thankful for..
national dae = when all the people in singapre gather together with the celebration spirit in one voice!! [ happie 40th birthdae singapre]

- national dae Eve-

count down:> 1 more day to our singapore's 40th birthday
> 1 more day to Justin's 1st year leaving singapore
> 1 more day to shermin's and Justin's 1st anniversary

skool: national dae celebration is realli boring.. the onli thing we do is sit and watch them play netball and N.E quiz!! haha.. my sis skool sounds better, at least they got to sing and dance.. haha

after- skool: haha, went to cook with yun jie.. haha, no taste one!!! bt fun lahx, another new expereince, at least i learn to appreciate my mummi's cooking even more bahx!!

bev- chatter: wahaha.. i realli feel so angry for you niex!!! if i were you, i would sureli get realli pissed off de lrox!! haha, i can't stand ppl nagging here and nagging dere de!! next time if you going FOP yourself muz call me worx!!! haha, and i would nver nver go play pool de lahx..haha, sounds weird for me, i can't imagine myself playing pool bahx!! wahhaha..

- FestIVe mood lingErs-

it has already been one day past the festival of praise, the songs the beats are still lingering in my heart... i can't seem to keep them off, i wonder did bev go for todae one oso?? i would realli want get that experience once more, get that feel one more time.. [so sweet, so loving, so majestic, so powerful]?? they dun seem to be the right word to use, i don't noe how to discribe, it's just too _______... [ if any one noes the answer, pls fill it in for me] i miss that 3 hours.. realli lotz, i dun noe why time seem to fly so fast... haix, only if i would get one more seconds of these, i would be realli grateful!!! - praise the Lord-

-Festival of Praise-

yea.. yesterday went to the Festival of Praise @ indoor stadium with cell group friend!! Beverly, chai min, jaq, aunty jessica, jackson, shie chiat, eric, wee loon, wee sian.. haha, realli disappointed at 1st, the cell officially is not going at the last minute, so only left the few of us who die die oso must go.. that's why alan, ronnie, yu zhen and others din join us... realli disappointed as we thought we wun be going either... bt in the end, in turn out pretty good!!! ALthough the quee is realli realli long, we manage to get in with a good seat. although the concert only start at 7.30... ppl already queeing up at 1+... so we are realli lucky to get in with a nice seat!

Festival of Praise: the people are able to speak in tongue... we had a realli powerful praise and worship session!! although i dun realli know the hillsong and dilirious songs, but i manage to blend in quite well..with thousands of ppl praising God, the sound is sooo strong, as if it is going to tremble the whole place.. with angels, WE EXALT YOU UP HIGH LORD... i can realli sense the voices in unity, raising up to You.. we praise Your name Lord, as we sing with a grateful and joyful heart.. haha, for the 1st time, we ( bev+ chai min+ lanli) sing and jump up with the Spirit without feeling " paiseh".. it's realli a great experience!! it's realli a great joy to praise You Lord..i dun feel my burden anymore, it's all casted away by the power.. You are Majestic, Lord!!!

- nothing much-

dere is nothing much todae.. went for a dentist check up todae, it's sooooo scary de lorx, dun noe wad " drilling machine", with the sharp sharp noise cutting through your teeth and gums.. wahx!! dun wan to think of it anymore.. thinking of it onli make my hair stand saix!! take up almost 45 min!! cut away my recess somemore!! later heard dat our class gonna booked 2 times?? dun noe is it true.. oso cannt blame mahx, i onli expect it to be 15 min, den come back for lesson le mahx, how i noe they so slow slow slow de.. haha!!

i dun wan join cooking competition!!! everybody know im the most terrible cook ever... and you still dare to ask me to go with you?? whahaha, i dun wan to poison all the teachers niehx!!! and your championship? it would be gone becoz of me!!! i can ruin everything you know???

understanding my junior: haix, im owaes nagging them to go band, but never realli had a good chance to understand them.. i dun even noe they got sooo much problem getting along, soooo much difficulties, i do want to help you.. just give it a try?? things will get better de... trust me, we would give you fair support de, we are not going to stand on any side or be bias or anything!! we realli hope to see things get better for you! smile (^^).. face it girl!

- A lOng lONG bLoGgIE-

the whole weekend never update my bloggie le.. no time bahx, everyday get home abt 11.45 or 12.00 le.. whahaha

- saturday-
a night at the deyi concert.. the realli noisiest concert i have ever went to.. it's not that the performance is bad, i admit they are quite good, some of the pieces are realli nice, esp the alumni- band.. it is the environment!!! The whole gang of friends being late, making as much as noise as possible, choosing whatever seat they like. the supporters making cat calls, cheers, kids running around.. wahx!!! really the worst concert environment other than the free outdoor concert bahx.. but one thing i must recommend is the special item by the main band.. they are realli a good one, it realli amaze me alot!! the 1st time i see a drum major throwing the mace high up, the 1st time i see such beautiful formation by the band, the powerful beat.. no wonder they would win the best drum-major award.. they are realli a good one!!! it's worth the money..

- sunday-
a day at my favourite shop; IKEA!!! wahha.. i just enjoy seeing furniture, just seeing it make me soooo happy and satisfied.. i promise myself when i realli get to move in my new home with my loving family, i will surely get my house beautifulli renovated. i want to make home the best place for my family... shopping around IKEA, makes me imagine, wonder about my home.. my future home- the niceli designed halls and rooms, each with special character and mood.. wow!! i can't wait to move in to my dream!!

FOP IS COMING UP REALLY SOON!! IT'S THE BIGGEST EVENT IM LOOKING FORWARD TO!!! Lord, please please please clear away all the difficulties and blockage on the way and let me really experience YOU for once!