a simple friend VS a real friend

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.
A reall friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend calls you after you had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you!

- it isnt easy after all-

OoO.. It isnt any other simple choice, it is= giving up tons of important things in my life

yea, i should be happy.. years and years of bottled up stuffs-[ all my anger+ sadness + fruastrations+ disapointment, hurt] are once and for all broken.. no more hiding, no more pretending, no more acting as some idiot out there, just to please them, hoping that i could be part of them, hoping that ppl would care to notice my presence.. i can be myself once again!! to have the right to be myself all over again, no more a clown, no more a nobody, i want to be able to stand up tall and tell myself confidently and proudly that "i am lanli" LANLI- a name that ought to be respected, not a name to be mock at, to laugh at.. im gonna to make "LANLI" a beautiful name..

bt it isnt this simpe- i cant imagine how i will go on, what other consequences i would face, other than a set of a very very very long friendship.. in fact, the longest friendship i have ever lasted bahx... giving up it, its simply difficult, after trying for years and years to be nice to them, to be friendly approachable, to bring up things to discuss with them, trying to stay connected with them, to be part of them, bt now?? getting sick and tired of it.. finding it useless act... i feel like i hv wasted every of my effort, i hv fail something which i hv tried sooo hard to achieve... and most importantly, God! is my relationship with You gonna to suffer becuase of this? is this risk too big, is it worth it?? i doubt soo... Lord, would you hv a path for mii? show mii the way that is gonna be good to all... is there suppose to be some kind of solution? or can i juz do by avoiding the problem, hiding the problem away 1st..

since that day, nothing is gonna to be the same with us ever again... i wish all of you a merry chiristmas!

Genting competition??

wahhaha... they just came back from genting- for band competition!! with secondary skools and JC from both malaysia and singapore bands!! they've gt a silver.. hearing sooooo much of their stories, so envy worx!! whhaha.... if onli im still part of their big family, go on such trips with them... afterall such chances and experience dun come easy, the chance the build up a stronger bond a stronger relations with each others, hv fun!! wahaha... i wanna hear more of their stories!!!

guys: if you've gone to the genting trip too, pls care to share your stories with me!! always welcome!

The Chronicles of Narnia

The Chronicles of Narnia- The lion, The witch and the wardrobe

i would sae it's a realli nice movie.. a five star movie, i dont mind living in a world of fantasy like it!!

Aslan the lion- king of Narnia, is willing to sacrifice himself for the sin of man, without any complaint, any defence for himself (although he would hv the power to do so ).. lay in the hands of the white witch!

The witch - claiming to be the queen of Narnia ( obviously she's not).. deceive edmund, making him to betray all his brothers and sister, causing alot others to fall into the hands of the witch.. the witch also makes Narnia always winter, but never christmas!

Peter, Susuan, Edmund and Lucy- the 4 siblings who accidentally found the land of Narnia, fight in the war for Aslan, save the land of Narnai.. become the kings and queens!!King Peter the Magnificent, Queen Susan The Gentle, King Edmund The Just, Queen Lucy The Valiant.

The Wardrobe- the link way from the usual, normal life to the exciting world of Narnia!!

The significance:
Aslan: Aslan represents Jesus. He acts as Jesus because he dies on Edmund’s account. Jesus was known as “The Lion of the Tribe of Judah.”`

Stone Table: It represents two things. First it represents the Ten Commandments because it has the deep magic written in it. Second it is the cross because that is where Aslan dies.

Edmund: He represents the people that have sinned because he was a trader.

The White Witch: She represents the devil. She convinces Edmund to sin like the snake had done to Adam and Eve. The White Witch had convinced Edmund to sin using the addictive Turkish Delight. She then told him to bring his one brother and sisters, but he didn’t so his blood belonged to her.

Aslan’s army: It represents the followers of Jesus (Christians).


The story is simply exciting and fantastic.. how i wish i can live in the world of Narnai..
a fantasy, a dream..