- band-?? a whole dae of band.. im realli realli tired of dat!! it has been wrong in the begining!! why has joanne chosen me?? if nt, i can be as normal as others, i dun hv to be in the 1st clarinet, i dun hv to be the s.l.. i dun hv to be aniting lyk dat, i may hv a chance to be in the 3rd.. hee!! bt all is wrong in the begining!!.. in band?? i hv always been suffering and suffering, trying to get wad is expected of me, trying trying trying... sometimes, it gets so tough dat i realli wanna cry.. to realli lean on somebody who listens. Yesh, sec 1: y.y?? realli realli makes me want to cry le, tears already in my eyes le, lucky dat time joanne came in time.. for resue, accompani do silly stuffs, we counted every holes in clarinet, press every holes in clarinet... she accompanied me run and run and run around the corridors juz becox i cant play some simple notes and rhythem! u noe how crazy is y.y?? ( u get 1 wrong notes, u run 1 round!).. so u can imagine i ran how mani rounds dere!! now in band?? is exactly the same things happening in punggol again!
why is she asking for so much?? i realli cannt cannt cannt mahx.. here in punggol is worse, far far worse den damai dere!! at least dere, when im sad.. somebody is dere for me! but now here, i realli realli feels tired, wanna cry.. nobodi is dere! looking around the whole room, couldnt see somebody dat realli can make me smile! ( baoxuan and frenzie arhx: pls come for band mahx!! one day without you is like one day without smile, i hv tasted it.. ) pls let us nvr nvr give up supporting each other, emotionalli and physicalli!! we need your support..i found comfort in you! who reali understands and listens..
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