-wHy MuZ iT bE dIs wAy-

WhY wHy WhY ?!! I realli hated myself.. what am i doin now?! i am telling myself everdae and everdae tat im nt going to be two tym by him, im not going to be a third party either.. bt i juz couldnt, i found myself falling deeper and deeper each dae, i miss him so muchx tat i lost control of my limit... im sooooo bad, is this de real me?? i oso dun noe.. he says he will cum back find me one dae!! is this true?? am i nt dreaming ?? bt i hope, i hope tat he will cum be 'whole heartedly'.. i will be happie whenever he cums back. i will wait.. ~i can~*[[ dear dear arhx.. dun be a two-timer worx, i will hate you forever de]]*