Monday, April 18, 2005

-GuArDiEn AngEl-

I cAn'T dEnY WhAT hE SaiD is wRONG.. i was not realli upset by wad he sae, i expected it, i felt de same way too...den wad should i do now? i noe if we continue to drag on, the percentage will become lower and lower until one dae dere would be absolute zero. i know he loves his stead, of coz he should.. but now everibodi is confused, all he can sae to me is " dunnot dunnoe" .. i can tell that he is realli beri stressed and confused, esp when he coulnt forget her ex.. i did not press on for more, i dun wan to make him difficult.. dere is owaes a reason and i believe it. i realli want to help him, listening to him is such a pleasent thing to do, to help him relief his pain and confusion, i want to share his burden and nt add a burden to him.. toking to him abt great ideas and views is realli a nice chat, at least both of us are toking our mind. it is so soothing and pleasing, dere is no worry, no fear and pain.. i want to be his guardien angel[ to watch over him, to help him when in need, to give him all my support silently] i noe he wun realise and appreciate, but i could be able to be guard him, watch him through is realli a fantastic job le. i dun ask for regonition, position in his heart, becox i noe it is impossible..** [guardein angel]: nobody realli knows de existence of guardien angel, bt she is owaes dere to give to help secretly..** now, i wish he could make a good decision tad wun make him regret.. " you are strong"!! ~ the story of a little mermaid ~

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