Happy Birthday Cow

LOL!! I woke up at 5.am to meet yujie for our favourite past time- morning breakfast at Prime and watch sunrise at punggol end. It's always a struggle to wake up, but the result is rewarding(:

I didnt know tomorrow is her birthday until she mention it. Haha, so treat her a cup of tea instead. Happy birthday girl!

Today lazy to go inside punggol end, so just sit at Punggol Mrt, but the whole construction and clouds blog it off! I prefer Punggol end.

Haha, I realise this Yu Jie has got too much love and problems and her life just evolves about love and nothing else. And I am the opposite! I has got no love.Yay, Im single but unavailable. All kinds of nice and sweet thoughts, words and gifts, I might be touch, I might be moved, but we will not move anything beyond very good friend. HAHA, at least that's for now(:

I need to replenish another 2 hours of sleep. zzzzz....

Vivo

After our intership briefing, I went to Vivo with Jun Lin and bought a butterfly watch and a pair of white shorts. *grinn* im so in love with them. I so so love butterfly prints this few days.

Heh, dont worry girl. We willl still keep contact during the 6 months of absence of my pretty face(: . I know you are going to treat me a meal when you get your pay $600 pay on the 2nd month. I clearly hear your silent whisper of that sweet little message. HEH! so dont miss me too much!

All the best for my whole class of monkeys!! Keep in touch! I will miss you all!!!!

kk, I better go sleep first. I wouldnt want to miss the sunrise with yujie later(: wait for the pictures! Just a few more hours.

Intership Program

I Shall get to some serious work before I overindulged in my holidays.

PUB 40 Scotts Road #09-01
Envrionment Buidling
Singapore 228231

Yep, this will be my 2nd home for the next 6 months from Monday to Friday, 8.30a.m-6p.m. Kian Seng and I are posted to the Water Reclamation Network to do on the rehabilation of sewer, water quality survey and studies.Yuan Cheng ps us to join another path ):

I am really worried,
they are looking for punctuality. Do I have it?
they are looking for enthusiasm. Do I have it?
they are looking for communication skills. Do I have it?
they are looking for inter-personal skills. Do I have it?
they are looking for initiatives. Do I have it?
they are looking for competency. Do I have it?

The more I thought about them, the mroe worried I am. I seem to have none of them. But they are my whole semester's work, 25 credits! It's a real world now. No joking matter.

I need to know. I need to know that God has placed me in this for a purpose. I need to see the light and the hope in God's plan for me. I need some positivity in my work. Use me, impact the poeple and the company Lord. I want to bring passion and courage there everyday of my work till the 14 August! I will do it prayerfully. I dont know. I think prayer and my siblings are something that I need to fix and pick up for this year!

End of Exam

Yep, here is our temporary break from misery. The last paper, CWT was bad!! Very bad indeed! Furthermore, I studied hardest for that! How sad..

After exam, we went to Marina Square with the class first before I went off to meet Solphine, Charlene and Beverly.

I shopped around and for Hazel's birthday present. LOL! and I bought a bag, butterfly tanktop,bikini and a romper for myself too.(: HAHA, I also don't know why I bought the bikini, buying them is one thing, but taking the courage to overlook all the inadequacy and the imperfections of my body to put them on is really another thing. I hope it don't grow mould inside my wardrobe.

Heh, then we went for a dessert to have slice(: yummy.

Charelene is here in my blog! HEE.. My little miss Cutiee! (TAG!) hais, I should take the photo of her 3 inch heels, and you will be so impressed by her! (at least I do, 1 inch of heels could have already cost my whole foot's comfort, hers is 3 inch!)

Solphine(:

I want to Re-marry Beverly again(: I don't know why we always have the inspiration to get married.

After I went home shower and put my things, I went for supper at punggol with DORIAN, Hazel, Dom, Boon and Jie Qi. Haha, after he came back from Panama so long, we finally get to see him. happy happy(:

I dont know why, all is Hazel and Dom's photos in the end. Haha. LOL! maybe only you 2 are close enough for me to take whatever unglam photos(: but anyway, I like your cadid shots!

after supper we walked back to Senkang, Hazel's block to just slag and talk until 3 plus. until the police came and book us): haha, saying we were too noisy! LOL, den we just continue until Hazel smuggle all of us to her house after her parents left for work.

then we just talked and played old maid, cheat, and heart attack at her place until around 5a.m! LOL! IM NEVER GOING TO PLAY OLD MAID WITH THEM! especailly when I sat beside Hazel!! and heart attack made dom's whole hand swollen red, that Hazel has to step out and chose us out of her place! (so protectiveeee huh?!!) HAHA. Sweeet sweet couple.

Then Dorian and Boon sent me home, I slept at around 5.30a.m.

(Dorian taught us to spice up the taste of the cattlefish by brushing them against his leg hair and and eating them this way!. See dom's excited face!) Dorian and friends are just such a nice bunch of friends to hang out with. Next time must take all faces in!- I will force them in.

Last paper

last minute to look through last paper.

all the best to all! (Alan says "all the best" is better than "good luck", so from now on. we shall use "all the best", but i still prefer Junlin's cross finger wishing! it always works!)

byee. Im off to my work again! last few hours to the end of my few weeks of misery(: Rejoice!

IKEA

Yepp(: I quit working in IKEA. It's solely because I am too busy and have no time to commit to work. I have been working there for close to 2 years, but indeed, IKEA has been my BEST work experience! Im certainly going to miss it.

I love the products that we sell. The home furninishings- I love home, furnitures and interior design.

I love the customers. Happy young married couples, kids. I love to see the way, couples fight over the color of the frame.

I love the people that I met and worked with. Hazel, Dom, Jaslyn, Jun Lin, Jun Wen, Guru, Aaron x2 , Adeline, Jackson, Fazilah, Saiful, Syafiquah, Mei Xin, Julie, Vincent, Mailou, Aishah. Hahah, and many more! (even the cleaning uncles!)

1 More to Go

1 last paper to freedom.
1 more book to cover.

I am just going to stay home to study these 3 days. Dont date me out.
Paper is going to end on Thursday.

All About Prayer

I have been struggling with prayer for quite sometimes. YEARS!
2 Phrases that stays inside my mind for years about prayer which I tightly hold on to

1. Pray until you feel like praying.
2. I cant pray more than 15 minutes each time, but I cant go on without prayer for more than 15 minutes.

Now, Im learning to pray through the Psalms, which is very very helpful and practical.

Sometimes, I wish my heart will always stay as a young Christian. Full of hunger, eagerness and curiousity and excitement for God. The fire within burn and soar.

But now, i think it only flickers. oOoOoOoOoOo. Please, inspiration, come to me.

Edwin's 21 Birthday -TICE

After our APMC paper, we went for Edwin's 21 Birthday Chalet at Downtown East. Haha, it has been long since we last meet up(: I guess it's last year after our Indoesia Trip. Heh, I enjoy hanging out with them. We should have more of such things! Thanks Edwin(: Happy birthday.















thanks Veron for loading the photos in the middle of the night(:

Personality Test- Color

SO true. Very very true, almost every line tallies with what I am feeling. Truely amazaing, it's purely based on the color that I chose. I didn't know colors can represent your feelings and emotion so much to this extend. (taken from Junlin's blog.) Nice quizes from her blog(: Try it!

Name: naomi
Date: 2/20/2009
Colorgenics Number: 21076453

You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little too hard) to make favourable impressions and to be recognised by your peers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admired and you are easily hurt if all of your endeavours go by unappreciated or not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard.

The way things are you are under considerable stress and you feel that there is little hope of matters righting themselves. Everyone about you seems to aggravate the problem even more. You feel that at this time you need to be alone and you are right - move back and give yourself a chance to breathe.

You are a perfectionist in everything that you put your hand to. You are demanding and very exacting in the standards you apply to your choice of colleagues and friends -perhaps you demand too much from people. That perfection you seek in a particular person is illusive - perhaps it does not even exist.

You are experiencing extreme frustration at this point of time, trying to achieve security and peace of mind, but whatever you seem to do doesn't effect the situation. You are worn out and your energy is being seriously depleted. You may be experiencing what is known as 'heartache' - both mentally and physically. You are a listener and you listen and respond to everything that is going on around you. You feel that all that life has to offer should be within your grasp and you would like to participate in every part of it but the situation is such that every door seems to be closed to you. You just can't understand why that is. But it is - and what's more you feel powerless to change it.

Overwork - be it mental stress or physical strain, you are completely worn out and this depleted vitality has created an intolerance for any further stimulation. You feel disappointed with your obvious lack of energy and powerless to do anything about it. You are angry with yourself and this frustration shows. You are contradictory and argumentative and feel helpless to change the situation at this time. Take a break - even if it is only for a few days - allow yourself to breath, to unwind - you'll feel much better for it. Then trust and let go.

http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

exams!

Maths paper tomorrow at 9a.m!
Please pray I can survive through.
I still need another 42 marks to pass.

I met up with Hazel and Dom for lunch and play spots the difference again. LOL! It's our remedy to destress. Thanks to Alan and Beverly, we have additional plays. Anyone dun need the account for spots the difference on facebook?? haha, dont waste it! give it to us, we play for you!

we were mugging.as if.

Studying can be such a tiring chore. Maths is really driving me crazy. I cannot take it anymore and I am going to bother Mr Ong until he cannot take the irritance of his dear students anymore.
We went Compasspoint pizza hut for lunch, we were hiding from Dorian and friends the whole time,( sorry boy, I think only will be able to see you guys next week after all the exams! Let's go sentosa!)

Heh, Hazel's naked eyes were finally reveal to the public. ( don't worry girl, you look nice with contact!) (: cheers.

Dorian is back

After NPMC paper and the Calculus class, I went for dinner with Alan, Ronnie, Kaserin, Chai Min and Raishun at Tampines.

Dorian is back to Singapore! Hope to spend some good time catching up with him SOON(:

Heh, I'm camping over at Hazel house tonight to continue our intenstive study date!
Still have 3 more papers to go, Maths, APMC and CWT! Hahah, taking a break now before we head back for work again(:

Pause: we are going to play spots the difference on facebook now.

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day to ALL!

On this day:

I am married to Beverly Choong on Facebook (I hope they don't object lesbisan marriage),

I almost got a kiss from a flying beattle and,

I received a stock of cute purple rose from Chai min. Thanks girl(:




How does knowing more about Jesus impacted you? What does it mean to you?

I ponder about this question deep inside my heart and feels nothing. I realise I have such a saturated heart. Lord, rekindle the fire within me. I need inspiration and not obligations.

Study Dates

Hazel came my house for lunch, and she taught me the piano for "River flows in you".. Haha, the song is soooooo nice! I master 3/4 of it ! Thanks to my teacher Hazel, you are a great teacher!!

Then we went over Hazel house for a study date, while Jaslyn and her sister made their orea cheese cake as Valentine gift.

My valentine gift from Hazel(:

LOL. then after that met Beverly and Charlene to study in the Senkang until the last bus(: Haha, I think i need more study dates. Studying with people can kill stress x)

Adult Attention Deficit Disorder

Just came across this website on Adult Attention Deficit Disorder which i highly think that I suffer from it! i have got 14 of it.

"They advocate that individual adults with at least twelve of the following symptoms strongly consider seeking professional help:"

A sense of underachievement, of not meeting one’s goals (regardless of how much one has actually accomplished).

Often creative, intuitive, highly intelligent.

Chronic procrastination or trouble getting started.

Many projects going simultaneously; trouble with follow through.

A tendency to say what comes to mind without necessarily considering the timing or appropriateness of the remark.

A frequent search for high stimulation.

An intolerance of boredom.

distractibility; trouble focusing attention, tendency to tune out or drift away in the middle of a page or conversation, often coupled with an inability to focus at times.

Difficulty getting organized.

Trouble in going through established channels and following proper procedure.

Impatient; low tolerance of frustration.

Impulsive, either verbally or in action.

Changing plans, enacting new schemes or career plans and the like; hot-tempered.

A tendency to worry needlessly, endlessly; a tendency to scan the horizon looking for something to worry about, alternating with attention to or disregard for actual dangers.

A sense of insecurity.

swings, mood lability (mood swings or significant changeability of a person’s overall state), especially when disengaged from a person or a project.

Physical or cognitive restlessness.

A tendency toward addictive behavior.

Chronic problems with self-esteem.

Inaccurate self-observation. Often cognitively isolated, with an inability to give credence to the input or commentary of others.

Family history of ADHD or manic depressive illness or depression or substance abuse or other disorders of impulse control or mood.

Ultimate Blister

Im well from my flue(:. Get well soon to those who are sick especially Hazel, Shiet Chiat, Geraldina and Shamilee.


I went Hougang Mall with Hazel after school yesterday to re-make her lost ATM card,shop for her valentine's day present and the pharmacy stall to get the ointment for my blister.

The ultimate blister that I have complained for months looks scary. it has grown up this big, it's 3 months old ):





Today's International Business paper is good but I cant really imgaine studying for next week's 3 papers. JiaYou JiaYou!

Further Calculus

I must admit I enjoy Mr Ong Wan Meng's lesson alot alot alot. He's teaching so seriously, yet so humerous within( unknown to himself i guess). I think I am going to miss him the most out of all the lectureres in my Poly life!

mathematics- is driving me crazy with the long list of complicated integrations, differentiations, and all the 3D diagrams. But, I think I enjoy the irritation of the complex sum as much as he do. HEHEHEHE.

they say impossible

Hais.. really really really. I must admit you two have been our perfect ideal model couple, for years. so many people say it's impossible, but you two made me believe it. it's true and it's possible. The differences, distances, time you stood them through.

You took the challenge of the impossible, made all the tears and suffering worth. You bring blessing to the people around you, including me.

I want to talk to you, I realise we haven talk for too long.

Guitar Lesson

I just got our guitar picture, so dicided to blog about it(:

Raishun and I have been learning guitar from Kok Guan since this year, but so far, we only went for twice): I want more!! Heh, I don't know why I can practice guitar at home for 2-3 hours a week, but did not even 1/2 hour for quiet time for the entire week. Playing guitar can be just so addictive although it's just a few chords which made no musical sense to me.

Chinese New Year at Kok Guan's Place

(Over the last weekend) LOL! 3-in-row Chinese New year visiting, constantly indulging myself with chatter, laughter, food, nightless sleep and endless project. Ya! and I landed in such a sick state with a horrible night of fever before my test and presentation. (hear my sexy voice and see the amount of tissue I wasted you will know.)

Simpang Bedok

A brand New Year, Pop Excel has new badge of Primary 1s. So cute! I ask a boy, where do you think you will go after you die, he answered "swimming pool". I ask the same question to another girl, she flashes her shy smiles at me through out.

We got Ang Paws from Pop Excel too!

After Pop Excel we went to Simpang Bedok for dinner. (A. jaq's treat, thanks!)

My favourite! TISSUE PRATA WITH BANANA AND ICECREAM.(it's big enought to serve the 8 of us!) haha.

Rai Shun's Work of Pride