little do you know

little do you know - how much i misses, i still misses.

restart.

1. have a daily quiet time with God.
2. read newspaper everyday.
3. clear my mail box everyday.
4. sleep before 12a.m
5. be neat.
6. be punctual.
7. have breakfast everyday.
8. be fast.
9. do at least one house chore per day.
10. be organise.

okie. 10 things for now.
still got so much things to work on.

maurice. i love you=)

genting trip

just a short memory.

no other intentions at all.

i say i wouldnt ask anymore. and i will keep it.

the honeymoon. from Geraldina'a cam.

arrival at the hotel

feed you lolli

feed mi lolli

cheeze cake

dont block my view!

yepp! chee chong fann!

oh my GOshh! not that!

wadd?!! cannot izit??!! box you den you know!
too bad i gt paperr!! i win!

you rubbish!
i say it makes sense.

drink tea and make up.

blow bubble with you.

teach me blow.

sleep on the way back.

puzzle

we met and did jigsaw puzzles together.

chip and dale.

a 500 piece puzzle with a 60 pieces 3D round puzzle together.

we got no time to fix it all up. this is only where we can do up till.
we got no time to fix up our problems. you are busy so do i, so this is where we can talk up till.

there are holes in the sky. i tried to fill them up. but there are still holes in the sky. the pieces are missing.
there are holes in the relationship between us. i tried to mend it, but still to no appeal. your love is missing.

now. it can never fit into the frame. empty frame.
now, it can never be completed, stop. its the end.

or maybe so it seems. gee. imagination.
or maybe i can lie to myself. and so it seems it all fits.

i understand now.

now i understand alot of things.

last time. i do laugh. (admit that im a little evil)
i do laugh at gurls.

GIRL




"why are they so fragil, why are they so weak. little things also whine and cry."
"why cant they just be more shuang kuai abit, dilly dalli..... want to let go and dont want to let go. wad is those?? break and patch and break and patch? "
"why do they even cry at all. so silly."
"why are they doing stupid things for the him, even though he doesnt give a damn"
" just dont like this type of girls. so gurlishhh!!! eEehhhh..!!"

and lucky im not such type of gurls!

emm. maybe now i do understand.

TEDDY BEAR



wad present to give mi? "definetely not a teddy bear please!"
i didnt understand, why big gurls still fancy a teddy bear!!. they just occupy my sleeping space and thats all! im just tired of picking them up frm the floor every morning. and its not a very good idea to hide the present inside a dark storage box deep inside dun noe where right??


emm. maybe now i do understand. i need a substitute. something that can wipe away my tears.

im proud of myself today. i did not cry.

break

i love you.

yep.
just one word break.
and you say its because of religion.

gee. i manage to stand up for you God, i seriously don't want to disown you Lord. ARent you proud of me, God?

but i really want to complain. i really want to cry. i really want to scream out loud.
is that the real reason?. but no, since you say so. so i believe it will be. totally trust in you.

i never lie. i never hide.
i am glad. im tranparent to you.

i love you.

gulugulu. thanks for showing so much care and concern to me. all the while. really enjoy talking to you. i think i onli did tell you that i have a boyfriend. but forgot to tell you that how much i love him. yea. so im telling you now " i love maurice.". so please do not like me too much, my heart is given away.

simply jealous

im simply jealous.

no msg.
no msn.
no phone talk.
no face-to-face.

one word. you are simply tired of me.

talking. crapping with other gurls. no problem.
talking to me. every moement seems like suffering.

i look at the only one comment you've give me.
one word to say to myself. Pathetic.

stomach ache

had a terrible stomach ache since 2 days ago.


pain.
pain.
pain.



today had mixed berries yoghurt.
guess whats for tomorrow?

yoghurt.
From now on, you are my favourite food.

happy childrens day

happy children's day







happy children's day to ALL children! both small and OVERGROWN children!

CHIlDISH

CHILDLIKE

childish- behaving in a silly and immature way just like a child. examples are selfishness, poutiness, temper tantrums.

childlike- having the good qualities of a child. examples are being natural, the trusting behavior, openess, sense of wonderand newness, fun, adventure,surprise and curiosity. laughter.

more information?? maybe can approach hazel!! early childhood! learns so much things about children.

yeaa. a word to OVERGROWN children. stop all your childish way, but retain the childlike manner in your heart. learn to laugh, many people have forgotten how to laugh when they grown up.

sentosa

its a past entry.

mon 22 sep. sentosa trip with geraldina, felicia, jun lin,jeremy, yi zi, wei yi, yuan cheng, bryan, nicholas and me.



that's us




the seaweed royalty






the floating heads found.




the sunshines