Monday, June 05, 2006

a week of freedom

FREEDOM!!... is what i have always long for.. well, the dreams come true for a week.. hee... mummi is in australia and brothers are all in Malaysia!!

problem no. 1:"oh, how can i spend the night peacefully with myself alone in the dark?" *my fear= lonliness+darkness*
solution no. 1:" trusting in the Lord faithfully"- borrowed a bk abt spiritual warfare and fight the battle mightly with the devil

problem no. 2:" i am super super lazy, no more nice and delicious food lay before me?? *hungry!!*"
solution no. 2: - going "ta bao" with baoxuan
- cooking maggie mee

- eating hotdog
- eating dumplings
- baoxuan and jaslyn cooking for dinner!! ( yummi)
- skip!

problem no. 3: no more "alarm clock( mummii)".. gonna be late for school le!!! ( late for 20 min on the 1st day of remedial)
solution no. 3 : -baoxuan giving morning call(better method)

-setting 2 or 3 alram ( usualli no use either)

problem no. 4: nobodii is cleaning the house ( as i hv told you, i am super super lazy).. iron the clothes, washes the clothes, vaccuum the floor blah blah blah... without mum, the house is in a mess!!
solution no. 4:- NO CHOICE-DIY
- spring cleaning before they back in singapore bahx!

problem 5,6,7,8,9,.... blah blah blah...
so much problems!!! bt not forgetting the benefits!!
- TV IS MINE!!.. i can watch whatever show i like @ whatever channel@ whatever time..( no more fighting with brother for TV le!!)
- COMPUTERS!! ... i can online whenever i like, unlike when my mummi is back, use computer also have so much condition( do this first, do that first), like onli once or twice per week and each time like onli 1 to 2 hrs... what can i do?? now, computer is completely under my control!! muahahha...
- MY FREEDOM!! ... i can go wherever i want, back at any hour.. nobody is goin to nag and scold le.. haha, im so happii, totally happy.. went crazii!! able to go to every church activities, from cell group to sunday service to shopping of bookstores to bible study to sunday service to global day of prayer... a chain of church activities!!.. it has been so long since i realli totally experience the Lord, finding pure joy in Him.. *sweet as honey*

hai hai hai... all coming back on monday afternoon le... my one week of adventure has come to an end le.. also dun noe if it is a good news or bad news.. both good and bad bahx!! i realli miss the times when i can truely go to church and sing praises and worship Him with all my heart, with no worry deep inside, i would nt have to make difficult deciscions like " join cell grp or bible study"? i would miss the fun so much, i wonder when will the next happy moment come... once they are back, everything is gonna be back to normal le..

mummi ah mammi: can you just give me abit more of freedom??
1. let me have control over computer ( i will hv self-controlled de!! i will know when to play and when to stop de..)
2. let me go to church ( it's onli in the weekend. i will finish all my works before de, i will bring good testimony home de)
- a caged bird-



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