a week of freedom

FREEDOM!!... is what i have always long for.. well, the dreams come true for a week.. hee... mummi is in australia and brothers are all in Malaysia!!

problem no. 1:"oh, how can i spend the night peacefully with myself alone in the dark?" *my fear= lonliness+darkness*
solution no. 1:" trusting in the Lord faithfully"- borrowed a bk abt spiritual warfare and fight the battle mightly with the devil

problem no. 2:" i am super super lazy, no more nice and delicious food lay before me?? *hungry!!*"
solution no. 2: - going "ta bao" with baoxuan
- cooking maggie mee
- eating hotdog
- eating dumplings
- baoxuan and jaslyn cooking for dinner!! ( yummi)
- skip!

problem no. 3: no more "alarm clock( mummii)".. gonna be late for school le!!! ( late for 20 min on the 1st day of remedial)
solution no. 3 : -baoxuan giving morning call(better method)
-setting 2 or 3 alram ( usualli no use either)

problem no. 4: nobodii is cleaning the house ( as i hv told you, i am super super lazy).. iron the clothes, washes the clothes, vaccuum the floor blah blah blah... without mum, the house is in a mess!!
solution no. 4:- NO CHOICE-DIY
- spring cleaning before they back in singapore bahx!

problem 5,6,7,8,9,.... blah blah blah...
so much problems!!! bt not forgetting the benefits!!
- TV IS MINE!!.. i can watch whatever show i like @ whatever channel@ whatever time..( no more fighting with brother for TV le!!)
- COMPUTERS!! ... i can online whenever i like, unlike when my mummi is back, use computer also have so much condition( do this first, do that first), like onli once or twice per week and each time like onli 1 to 2 hrs... what can i do?? now, computer is completely under my control!! muahahha...
- MY FREEDOM!! ... i can go wherever i want, back at any hour.. nobody is goin to nag and scold le.. haha, im so happii, totally happy.. went crazii!! able to go to every church activities, from cell group to sunday service to shopping of bookstores to bible study to sunday service to global day of prayer... a chain of church activities!!.. it has been so long since i realli totally experience the Lord, finding pure joy in Him.. *sweet as honey*

hai hai hai... all coming back on monday afternoon le... my one week of adventure has come to an end le.. also dun noe if it is a good news or bad news.. both good and bad bahx!! i realli miss the times when i can truely go to church and sing praises and worship Him with all my heart, with no worry deep inside, i would nt have to make difficult deciscions like " join cell grp or bible study"? i would miss the fun so much, i wonder when will the next happy moment come... once they are back, everything is gonna be back to normal le..

mummi ah mammi: can you just give me abit more of freedom??
1. let me have control over computer ( i will hv self-controlled de!! i will know when to play and when to stop de..)
2. let me go to church ( it's onli in the weekend. i will finish all my works before de, i will bring good testimony home de)
- a caged bird-

once a month bhax?

hii... im BACK.. at least i blog once a month right??hee... cause this few weeks quite busy with the chinese "O"level paper...*don't talk abt it le* result come then say bahx! holidae?? gt no more holidae le, still have so much of homeworks and everything to do.. ermz... see how much i can list bhax:

homeworks:
-Amath tys- 100 to 120 questions
-physics workbk- 6 chapters
-physics tys- about 40 questions
-geography worksheet- 1
-social study worksheet- 2
-english worksheet- 2?

projects:
-social study project- ministry of community developement, youth and sports

mock exams:
-eng: paper 1 & 2
-social study
-geography
-e. math: paper 1 & 2
-physics: paper 2
-chemistry: paper 2

ahem!! you see what i mean?? my holiday aim: finish every single one of my tasks!!

half a year gone

time is flying so fast... it's going to be june soon, another half a year is gone again.. ( means nearer and nearer to o level exam).. yet im still at the same standard.. cannt even score well for mid year exam. by the way, the results are not all out yet, so maybe dere's a little hope..

i realli miss some of the old friends alot alot!! how?? it has been about 3 years le, still couldnt forget all the fun and experiences we had, i looked through all their photo in friendster from 12 am to now about 3.20am. i feel like miss out alot of fun that they had, many of them have changed in their appearance, many becomes more pretty and handsome. haha.. all the laughter and all the tears we had together,i wonder how many of them remembers?? afterall, they can still have their fun while im gone, but i cannt find back as much as i had lost now. hee.. but i do really treasures them!

ThailanD excahnge programme

everyday i look forwards to Saturdae, it is the day to cast out all the stress to God, to praise Him, to serve Him with all the adorable kids. Its the happiest day of the week! i lurve saturdae..

thailand students just went back today, although i don't really knows them well, but i still thinks that this is an enriching activity that the school has provided. i wish to have known more foreign friends, to cultivate a wider circle of friendship and to learn and excahnge informations, interests, cutlures with each other. wish there will be more chances!

long time no blog

Dear bloggie,
i dun mean to abandon you, its just that i have lesser times to come and visit you. but just to tell you that you are always my best friend, who listens to me when i needed you.. who expressed all my feelings!! sorry... i promise i will come and visit you as often as i can

haix... these year is a tough year, O level!!.. muz start preparing earlier, especially when my foundation is not so good. To tell you the truth bahx, i onli get to use computer about 2 times a week bahx.. and datz usually in the weekends. so cannt hv the time to visit you everydae like others! haix... you got to understand my situation worx... haha..

-this sudden blue-

Feeling down? Got the blues? You're not alone. Everyone gets sad. Yes, everyone you've ever met. Some people have sad feelings just once in a while, and others may have sad feelings pretty often. More than half of teenagers go through a sad period at least once a month and plenty of younger kids do, too.
When you're in a sad mood, it may feel like it will last forever, but usually feelings of sadness don't last very long - a few hours or maybe a day or 2. A deeper, more intense kind of sadness that lasts a lot longer is called depression (say: dih-preh-shun).
What Is Sadness?Sadness is a feeling - it's one of the many normal human emotions, or moods, we all have. Sadness is the emotion people feel when they've lost something important, or when they have been disappointed about something, or when something sad has happened to them or to someone else. When they're lonely, people often feel sad.
When you're sad, the world may seem dark and unfriendly. You might feel like you have nothing to look forward to. The hurt deep inside may crush your usually good mood.
Sadness makes you feel like crying, and sometimes the tears are hard to stop. Crying often makes you feel better.
Sometimes when your mood is sad, you just feel like being alone for a little while. Or you might want someone to comfort you or just keep you company while you go through the sad feeling. Talking about what has made you sad usually helps the sad feeling melt away.
When sadness starts to go away, it can feel like a heavy blanket is being lifted from your shoulders.

http://kidshealth.org/kid/feeling/thought/sadness.html

sad right?? feeling lonely and sad.. having no one to talk to, to share.. only can find articles from the internet to cheer myself up.. to relate my problems to similar situation and emotions!! haha.. -this sudden blue-

soo soo long le... it has been months

haha... it has been months since i last updated my blog...haha.. this time come update because i knew one more new friend!! horray.. Gerline.. haha, joined our cell group todae..yea, a pretty and cheerful girl.. easy going and friendly!! yea.. new company, great!! (especially when bev and chai min is nt here.. i thought i might so so and so bored)!! i also get to know rui shan better.. in the past seldom talk to her one, bt todae we can actually quite alot, and laught with them so hard... haha!! also praise the Lord that Gerline has accepted Christ!!... it's so great to get to bond well with my cell group!! hope to see more and more ppl coming in..