i understand now.

now i understand alot of things.

last time. i do laugh. (admit that im a little evil)
i do laugh at gurls.

GIRL




"why are they so fragil, why are they so weak. little things also whine and cry."
"why cant they just be more shuang kuai abit, dilly dalli..... want to let go and dont want to let go. wad is those?? break and patch and break and patch? "
"why do they even cry at all. so silly."
"why are they doing stupid things for the him, even though he doesnt give a damn"
" just dont like this type of girls. so gurlishhh!!! eEehhhh..!!"

and lucky im not such type of gurls!

emm. maybe now i do understand.

TEDDY BEAR



wad present to give mi? "definetely not a teddy bear please!"
i didnt understand, why big gurls still fancy a teddy bear!!. they just occupy my sleeping space and thats all! im just tired of picking them up frm the floor every morning. and its not a very good idea to hide the present inside a dark storage box deep inside dun noe where right??


emm. maybe now i do understand. i need a substitute. something that can wipe away my tears.

im proud of myself today. i did not cry.