todae marks the end of 06' its gonna to be a new year in less than 8 hrs.
how's the year?
i cant remember anything much happening this year except mugging for exam, studying and studying. datz e major event of the year le bahx..
haix... i don't know wad happen between us le, ever since that day, dere is unspoken barrier dere.( everytime i ask abt it, u juz wun say). maybe not seeing you is the best solution, just leave it dere and move on with our own lives. if i knw this will be your reaction, i wont tell you a single word right frm the begining, i told you becuz i thought you would be happy for mi, but seems dat im VERY WRONG. i also dont know how am i feeling. angry?depress? helpless? sorry? frustrated? its so tormenting!! how i wish i could have a STM and forgot all abt it. im wearing this mask that seems " it's ok, i dont care abt it anymore. i will just carry on with my life happily." but actually underneath this mask, im already froze. i cant seem to function at all.. all the smiles are just so fake.
-unresoleved conflict: are you stealing my joy away??
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