Sarawak National Park

My family just got back from Sarawak yesterday. Seriously, I love nature. I love Geography, and I love environment, ( maybe that's what my chinese name signify, moutain, wind, mist, grass, energy and lychee! *so sweet)but it doesn't mean that I love my course. The "environment" we saw in our lecture notes is just of too much of human interferance. In short, it's dirty, smelly and harmful.

Sissy Joyce @ The long house

Yong Sin with Rafflesia

And i love my family too(: I miss you guys so much! I miss the noise you generated.

Your sudden appearance, makes my mind fluctuates. Why?

New eye wears

I was supposely to be at home to finish up my assignments whole day after school.

In the end, met up with beverly for dinner at hougang mall then i went to make specs and contact lens. They really did cost me a bomb in my pocket, like 350 bucks. And I wasted the whole night, just choosing the color of the spec.

We wanted to shop for present for Beverly's friend, but in the end the shops were were closed. She has got new bruises everytime I met her, and this time is on her lips. I hope she isn't physically abused by somebody*.

My dear

You say I don't understand you. Yes, I admit that I don't understand, you are not telling me anything and how should I understand you.

Sometimes, I do feel jealous of you. I am jealous why my dear has drawn to you so much that she is no longer sharing things with me. Everything, she had chose to turn to you and not me, catch a movie, have a dinner and sharing of problems. I let it be, because I know you need her more than I need her.

You say I am always siding her, and never understand you. Yes, true. I have endure so much to place her in your care,but you are not doing so. You stop hurting my dear, will you?

Maybe it's our fault. We are just too close that I mistook her as mine.

I need to understand you, understand your needs. And stop being so selfish anymore.
You know, you are just equally important as her in my heart. You are a good person, to her to me and to everyone(:

I truely truely and truely wishes you all the best. Let love dissolve all the bitterness and pain we held.

Cheer up, everybody.

HOTMAIL DOWN ONE MORE TIME

My hotmail is down AGAIN!

My new way of reading mail involves:
> giving others my user name and password
> they log in to forward the important mails to my gmail account

how risky and troublesome.

naomicll@gmail.com

Sing to the dawn.

I went to watch 'Sing to the Dawn' with Beverly and Jian Hao. The movie that we had been saying about for the past one month. The show was nice, but it was just too short. I like the music, and I want to live in a village like theirs, not a city like ours anymore.

My first flower of this year, given by Beverly. some simple tissue roses, so sweet! i want a boquet of it!!

Our Monday

Monday is the only day I had with Hazel this semester, we will take bus together to school and go home together. But i really cherish those short few hours with her, it is always filled with genuine coversation of love and concern, fun and laughter. (but morning shuttle bus, we spend most of the time sleeping).

I went over to her house for dinner, watch tv, tried on her bikini, sing songs and stalk on aaron's new gf and others online together. I wish for more time and more time with my girl. Dom, you are a real lucky guy!