HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! SHERMIN turns 15 on this dae.. hope you will hv all your wishes come true, may u hv the most blessed birthdae ever!!! smile....
wahaha.. im saving these few daes for the big FOP coming up next saturdae.. no matter wad, i would'nt miss it!!! even if it means telling white lies to mummi!! no way, im gonna to miss it! i wun let anybody spoil my dis great dae! it's gonna be the greatest event im hoping forward.. with my crazy friends, cell members.. wahx!! i can't wait to spent the whole night messing around with them, most impt in the presence of YOU!!! i want to feel you...
[wiLL u sTil GivE mi a ChanCE foR waT i dId to u iN thE pAsT?i wIsh We cAn sTarT oVEr]
guardien angel says: i dun hope dat the " u" to be me, i juz hope that you could be happie.. you will get her back de!! hope you can pass dat test of yours!! to prove yourself, you are not a flirt, you are someone who is special...
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Friday, July 29, 2005
-MARIA!!!-
haha, im becoming a philipino maid todae!!! can you belive it?? earli in the morning, gt to serve the class, the madm nt veri happie coz i walking too slow... in the afternoon, gt to serve baoxuan.. cooked mee goring for her, the madm nt very satisfied oso, washed up the dishes for her, bt i think the madm very happy with my todae's performance!!! give me a cheeze den sent me back to philipine!! whaha... later gonna eaten by brother andy!! haha...
thinking of tml band den sianx ready!!! i dun wan to get involved in any scores scores thing!! making me headache onli lorx!! im going crazy.. 5-7 scores lei, without cooperations frm the commitee.. wahhaha!! haix.. onli if im free of trouble and responsibilities!!! i dream..
thinking of tml band den sianx ready!!! i dun wan to get involved in any scores scores thing!! making me headache onli lorx!! im going crazy.. 5-7 scores lei, without cooperations frm the commitee.. wahhaha!! haix.. onli if im free of trouble and responsibilities!!! i dream..
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
-AnOtHeR fRiEnD fOuNd-
im so glad to hear from elena dat she can really relate to me!!! yea, i walked her home todae from baoxuan house to punggol den frm punggol walked back senkang (my home), and we talk all the way, and get to know her quite a bit more.. i owaes thought dae she would hate me de leix, maybe because during band... im almost complaining to her every seconds!!, i thought she would get sick and tired of me.. annoyed by me or wad de?? bt instead, we turn out quite well.. we actualli talk quite a bit on the way home..
our school team robotics: jia you worx!! take another chaimpionship back for our school.. wahaha, another honour and pride!! do your best okie??
leave me alone!!!
our school team robotics: jia you worx!! take another chaimpionship back for our school.. wahaha, another honour and pride!! do your best okie??
leave me alone!!!
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
-cloThES-
wahhaa.. todae at baoxuan house gonna force by her to try clothes.. well, found out one thing!! wearing clothes? it's not as simple as people think!! it needs quite alot of things.. [CONFINDENCE, ATTITUDE/CHARACTER, FIGURE] hee.. gt ranking the horx!! haha, and found out dat i actualli gt zero out of the three! whaha... and we updated together a bit on our sistar bloggie.. it's realli fun, we shared about our past memories from a stranger to a sista.. and it's nt realli easy things, we went through so much toghether.. ( for more information, pls visit our sistar blog!!)
after, yesterdae's crying.. yea, i learnt one thing about myself!! acutally im also quite a spoilt ger.. i'm not spoilt for being wanting materials thing, not the physical stuffs, if i dun get upset if i cant get my mp3, or cd player or wad.. i'm realli spoilt for freedom!! i do get realli angry and upset,when i can't get my freedom.. i want to go wherever i want to go, meet whoever i want to meet, well.. it's my life after all!! i can't stand ppl restricting me here and there.. maybe, it's because of the way i grow up bahx.. i do everything by myself, i plan everything my ownself, i dun get ppl to disrupts it, i dun get ppl to control me, bt now... yea, now i learnt to grow up bahx, no more a kid who crys for whatever he wants , bt a young ppl who learnt to earn respect, and trust to fight for freedom.. yea! i want to grow up!! how i wish i am 21 now!!
after, yesterdae's crying.. yea, i learnt one thing about myself!! acutally im also quite a spoilt ger.. i'm not spoilt for being wanting materials thing, not the physical stuffs, if i dun get upset if i cant get my mp3, or cd player or wad.. i'm realli spoilt for freedom!! i do get realli angry and upset,when i can't get my freedom.. i want to go wherever i want to go, meet whoever i want to meet, well.. it's my life after all!! i can't stand ppl restricting me here and there.. maybe, it's because of the way i grow up bahx.. i do everything by myself, i plan everything my ownself, i dun get ppl to disrupts it, i dun get ppl to control me, bt now... yea, now i learnt to grow up bahx, no more a kid who crys for whatever he wants , bt a young ppl who learnt to earn respect, and trust to fight for freedom.. yea! i want to grow up!! how i wish i am 21 now!!
Sunday, July 24, 2005
- SundAy, my meeting dae with God-
well.. muz sae im sorry Lord for being absent for our meeting, my reason: the same old one!!
people: dun sae that im a saddie, instead, show me the way to a brighter thinking..
todae went ntuc to market for mummi coz her back pain.. whhaha, long long time nvr had a nice tour around ntuc le, almost take 1 1/2 hour to buy all the stuff!! later,went out with bao xuan to top up card, to buy new school shoe and sher's birthdae presents and take neo prints.. whahaha, i like taking neoprints with her alone, at least we dun fight for the screen like others, we get a chance to decorate and get a fair share.. hee, sistar forever!! yea, our sistar blog is coming up!! visit us at www.sistarever.blogspot.com!! remember to drop a msg for us.. im so exicted abt this..
people: dun sae that im a saddie, instead, show me the way to a brighter thinking..
todae went ntuc to market for mummi coz her back pain.. whhaha, long long time nvr had a nice tour around ntuc le, almost take 1 1/2 hour to buy all the stuff!! later,went out with bao xuan to top up card, to buy new school shoe and sher's birthdae presents and take neo prints.. whahaha, i like taking neoprints with her alone, at least we dun fight for the screen like others, we get a chance to decorate and get a fair share.. hee, sistar forever!! yea, our sistar blog is coming up!! visit us at www.sistarever.blogspot.com!! remember to drop a msg for us.. im so exicted abt this..
Saturday, July 23, 2005
-DeAr BlOgGiE-
Dear bloggie,
you are suppse to be my story keeper, to keep all of my story, all of my events.. bt sorrie dat i've made you into a soul keeper instead, to keep all my feelings, all my emotions.. why?? it's easy to tok abt happy events to everybody, even to 'not so close' friends, so i've forgotten to tell bloggie you.. bt when it comes to complicated things such as feelings- anger, sadness, sorrow, confusion etc.. whom can i turn to?? no more venting my anger on others, who will listens, who will care?? well, i dun noe... i dun wan to bottled things up in myself, so where can i truely be myself to express it?? well, bloggie.. dat's you!! so you've gt so much of those unplesant stuff, i have change you skin now, hope you will look as cheerful and bright on the outer appearance bahx!!
haix.. so nobody stand by me, everybody pointing finger at me.. ronnie, physically sitting in my "group"( suppose to support me) went on and on "nagging" at me just like the others!! juz wanna tell you, if you are with dem, den you go sit with dem, nt by my side!! kok guan, toking to me alone.. so it's all about those stuff?? saying i mixing with bad company or wad?? and the announcement you made are just shooting right into me!! saying "it's defeating the purpose of coming to church,", " dun mix with bad company", "just do wad your parents said"... wahx!! wad is all of these lorx, sometimes i juz feel like " well, must well as dun go church at all the best??!!, like dis, i wun hv to upset my mum, i wun hv to cause so much unhappiness for dem..it's juz like all in one!! izint dat the best?"..and i realli wanna tell you lorx, dey are not bad companies, dey are my FRIENDS okie?? wad " im being brain-washed by the ppl in church?",well.. im not lrox, it's my free will to go dere to find my comfort to find my joy lorx.. you tink wad??
JeSus: i love you.. why is it so hard to remain in you?? why is dere so much of things dat prevents me getting closer and closer with you?? i really want to know more about you, to learn about you, why do i not even have a chance.. sometimes, i feel like being so close and so close with you till the state where i found dat i can't stand in your presence because you are too holy.. yet sometimes, i wonder where are you, you feel so far so far away frm me.. like now!can you pls pls pls help me clear all these trouble?? show me the way to you..
you are suppse to be my story keeper, to keep all of my story, all of my events.. bt sorrie dat i've made you into a soul keeper instead, to keep all my feelings, all my emotions.. why?? it's easy to tok abt happy events to everybody, even to 'not so close' friends, so i've forgotten to tell bloggie you.. bt when it comes to complicated things such as feelings- anger, sadness, sorrow, confusion etc.. whom can i turn to?? no more venting my anger on others, who will listens, who will care?? well, i dun noe... i dun wan to bottled things up in myself, so where can i truely be myself to express it?? well, bloggie.. dat's you!! so you've gt so much of those unplesant stuff, i have change you skin now, hope you will look as cheerful and bright on the outer appearance bahx!!
haix.. so nobody stand by me, everybody pointing finger at me.. ronnie, physically sitting in my "group"( suppose to support me) went on and on "nagging" at me just like the others!! juz wanna tell you, if you are with dem, den you go sit with dem, nt by my side!! kok guan, toking to me alone.. so it's all about those stuff?? saying i mixing with bad company or wad?? and the announcement you made are just shooting right into me!! saying "it's defeating the purpose of coming to church,", " dun mix with bad company", "just do wad your parents said"... wahx!! wad is all of these lorx, sometimes i juz feel like " well, must well as dun go church at all the best??!!, like dis, i wun hv to upset my mum, i wun hv to cause so much unhappiness for dem..it's juz like all in one!! izint dat the best?"..and i realli wanna tell you lorx, dey are not bad companies, dey are my FRIENDS okie?? wad " im being brain-washed by the ppl in church?",well.. im not lrox, it's my free will to go dere to find my comfort to find my joy lorx.. you tink wad??
JeSus: i love you.. why is it so hard to remain in you?? why is dere so much of things dat prevents me getting closer and closer with you?? i really want to know more about you, to learn about you, why do i not even have a chance.. sometimes, i feel like being so close and so close with you till the state where i found dat i can't stand in your presence because you are too holy.. yet sometimes, i wonder where are you, you feel so far so far away frm me.. like now!can you pls pls pls help me clear all these trouble?? show me the way to you..
-another entry-
haha.. todae too many things happening le arhx.. haha, juz another entry for todae bt a short one i think, todae skool gt the " i love punggol" carnival run by the sec 2, i realli wanna go support dem de lorx, to support the skool too.. bt den gt band todae too, so the whole gang of us realli wanna skip band de lorx.( elena, baoxuan, mi , vera).. haix, bt den the 3 great major frm band come down catch us niex.. whahahaha, den of cuz gonna caught lor, haha.. wahx, still threathen to punish us, to pump us or wad de, den still "bao dou" us to miss ten, wahahah.. no choice go to go up le.. at 1st still very scared scared de, so requested a huggie frm jia hui to cool me down, den she volunteer to sent us up.. hee, at 1st dot ms ten would face black black one and sure scold us de.. bt den so surprised de, we juz greeted her and she said nth.. not a single questioning, no scolding, no punishment, nothing... so surprised!! whaha.. so the wole section onli gt the 4 of us + jia jing.. so happie to hear dat we gonna to hv another music exchange, with bedok green.. haix, hope can met some pri skool frends dere bahx, how i wish we can hv a music exchange with DAMAI!! i miss the band mates dere.. i miss everybody dere!!
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