exams done

today is the last paper. FCE,another killer paper. only if i manage to take the first test, everything would be better, i did study hard for it. effort wasted.

paper ends at 11, meeting start @ 1.30. really really bored in the library, cleared over 30 mails today, still gt 50 plus more to go. time to do some reading, all the way from last year, hadnt read any good book, or should say, hadnt finish any book at all! yea so borrow the book Critical Judgement by Michael Palmer

yea, then after that meet up with qian fang, yi zi, joyce , nicholas and yuan cheng to discuss the I& E project, haha. FUN. something to deal with the kids. i LOVE it. thinking of the puppet shows, magic shows, sing-alongs. balloon sculpting blah blah blah. more to go.

qian fang and i can teach you how to do ballon sculpting while yi zi nicholas and joyce can teach you how to be dummies.

yep. two more days. - scared' p.s i love you.

My beloved pri sch best friend!

YAY, at least there's something to be happy about this week (: My beloved best friend went out with me n my sis, duh, lol, last sunday and she's as freaking crazy as ever. I like. muacks. :D Crazy 3 monkeys on the run, hahaha, and we met with some really annoying foreigners, but ok, that's not going to spoil our day. Hmm, we went to the esplande yeah, walk around clarke quay bla bla, and we were complaining why xiaoyan was born so late, or we could've went into the pub sooner. hahaha, rite, now take a look at those crazy pics x)

hhahah yep, the guy on the extreme right looks like he's showing the middle finger rite, its not k!! it's just the angle, the bubble actually read "Your friend here is pointing his finger at me!! WTF is wrong with him?!" hahah it was pretty hilarious thn, i like her clogs. :D

Let's all say aww, xiaoyan has charm after all. (: but please, have a better taste, i knoe you like half naked men but not this bangla!!


YAY!! we love bull carting!! but due to advanced technology my sis was turning her hp around instead of a rope. sadded...

In response to "To be without you would be a heartbreak for me". I knoe, my shoe gt stuck halfway, what an eyesore =P




Oh you see us looking very comfortable BUT THE SLOPE IS FUCKING DIRTY!! hhaah cannot stand it lor, since i gt ocpd =] oh ya, i rmb, naomi n her jon jon came here too! but theirs were furthur down hahaha.

ok thats my sissy, so cute ah. :D

Dont leave me!! Or, don't drop me!

aww, n my sis's fav creatures, the mousy (:

MY BRO

BANG! hahah, he's so annoying, hog my computer, i wished his childcare didn't teach him how to use it.

=fly

hates exams

arhhh. exams exams exams.
all my papers like dying le, [ xcept EM3b] the rest all die!

CAEM paper today i left almost 14 marks BLANK!
bad.

after paper i went for the Sabah trip pre-activities, had some bonding sessions with the rest of the groups.and guess whats our presents?

this oral-B toothbrush, haha. that's so practical
after that we went to the balestier special school for kids with special (needs like autism or down syndrome) for the pre-trip activies. It's really quite an eye-opener. i see the compassion in the tour guide's eyes(: we had a tour over there. That was my dream job! child psychology, speech therapy,psysiotherapy and all the other kinds of therapies. that was the kind of job i had been dreaming all the while.they are the kind of people i want to work with.

my own port folio for my dream. a simple one, accumulated from many years back, with newspaper cuttings and reviews. personal observations, essay writings, even the paths to pursue that career is carefully planed.

newspaper articles cut outs

article reviews/ reflections

personal observations

yea. i had so much interest for the job. but in this cold hard world. they wun let mi in, it's money they look for. you want me to get into an easy course that will give me good job perspects and pay, you said that's the only way to live a good life. but did you ask me what's my definition of good life? not the competition for bigger cars, and higher pays, but the contentment in the work i do, the sense of self-worthy. in the past, we sit down and listen to what you want. now, can you sit down and listen to what WE want?

stop manupilating people's life and stop looking down on us. - and giving us the excuse " that is for your own benefit"? yes, we may be tempted to make foolish decisions sometimes, your guidance is invaluable to us. but not your orders.

why dont you let them finish their secondary education? why do you have to ask them to drop out of school to go to ITE? is that really the best for them? they were only what? 15,17 . cant you at least pin some hope on your sons? and stop seeing them as some useless people.

yea, back to the sabah trip. everything was fine. except they put me in different group as jun lin which is kinda of sad.

on the way back home to study for my last paper, suddenly receive a call from my brother's friend. my brother got into some trouble and they want me to go down to "tan pan" talk with them, if not they are going to beat him up. i was kinda worried and lost at that time. what am i suppose to say? every word from them sounded so threatening. and their beng vocab i seriously cant understand much, on the phone keep asking " what you mean? what's this? what's that?" which sounded quite silly, i thought i was suppose to be firm and fiercer bits lol. after whole lots of 30 min on the phone, den they finally let him go. after all, the only thing they wanted from his is a word of sorry. im still proud of myself at least i mangage to warn them dont touch my brother at all and dun ever distrub him again despite their killing tone. hai. i thought i kept him out of trouble by nt letting him get into punggol sec, but he still gt into trouble from somewhere else. mayb that's the guys process of growing up? i really dont know.

yea, after the whole lots of incidents. reach home really tired and no mood at all. keep worrying and worrying and worrying. when he came back home, he refused to tell me a single thing.

FCE tml? die.
this sem result sure drop le

p.s our cell new website kinda cool. check it out http://popcell.multiply.com/

study

two more papers to go.
mon having caem1.
tue having fce.

went compass point to study caem with wan ying in the afternoon. they change the chairs of the burger king, no more cushion chairs anymore. guess the long john@ rm still makes the best place to study nearby.

wasted so much of my brain cells trying to prove one equation. decided to give myself some good treats, hee. Hershey's pie, nice!

jia you jia you!* notice something?? my bear lost two arms of his!, waiting for jun lin the surgen for major operation now. i want to learn to sew too. Haha, i can only sew on buttons and name tags, the rest??.emm. that's a challenge.



re-painting of the blocks. they town councils are giving us options of colors. yepii. i love grass green one (bottom right), my sis loves the velvet color one (top right). and all of us agree that option C is really horrible. i'm still glad, our color designs are still appealing enough, unlike the blocks nearby us, sky blue with the stone designs. hee. simply loves buildings and designs(:

saturday

morning- went to ulu pandang river at clementi with jun lin, jun wen, yizi, weiyi, kian seng, khairul, and other GV people and PUB staffs for the 10 Litres challenge campaign. door-to-door explaining the good water saving habits, intalling thimbles for the residents.

they found this along the river side while picking up the litter with gloves and thongs.

lunch@ longjohn before going to church. surprisingsly i made it on time to church. now then i know combo 1 price shot up from $3.60 to $4.20

i did the teach-in with the P4 group, rowdy noisy group of people add the joker who like to sit and hide under the table. i know i got horrible crowd control, at least i got 2 out of 5 who really gives productive response and absorbed something. it is a real achievement.

went to dorain's BBQ with hazel, jaslyn, dominic and met quite alot of thier friends like pepsi, serena, aaron blah blah blah and a dog nicky. i also cant remember. we played fire crakers with dorain's cousins.they really anyhow throw the fire crakers to the top of the trees and everywhere else, until one got into the resident's house. thanks for all the food and everything. - prawns are even hand-peeled for us(: . we played catching with all his little cousins and his friends. it really really had been a very long time since we behave so childishly, catching. - yea, im one of the 3 catcher with dorain and his 9 year old cousin.

after sending jas back home, we went to see them play basketball. join a game with them for a short while before i go home. lol, im such a bad shooter after all, play A-B-C. Dorian still gives me specail previlege for 3 tries,but all cant go in.

yea, after sending serena home and get some drink from her, dom sends hazel home while dor sends me home. really had a fun time. thanks for inviting. going back to US again, im certain to miss ya(:

reach home around 12 plus. too tired to open my book again.
oops. my monday paper?

in the midst of exam

in the midst of exams.
still got two more papers to go.

i hate myself. i hate myself for being so passive. i hate myself for being so blur. i hate myself for being so unable to survive on my own. needed constant reminder and assurance from others.

i missed fce exam on thur.. arhHHH.. really cant imagine what am i doing.
thanks hazel: you are really there INSTANTLY when i needed you. you were sleeping though, yet you wake up immidiately went to the clinic with me, teach me how to lie, ( but then i really did have food posioning, the cookie really smells wrong) telling me it would be fine. lunched with hazel and jas @cp that day, really quite awhile nvr catch up with them ready.

thanks junlin and geraldina too.(:

yea. today of course learnt my lesson. always go school early!
paper from 2-4, we reached school at 8.45. the early birds.
haha. i thought i was so miserable, and having so much sufferings and nightmare becuase of the ECA. in the end, study with maurice, jun lin, jeremy , geraldina, felicia, khairul, jeevan the whole morning, then felt little better, lol. cause seems like im not the only one.

yea. after the paper. down again. a catch no ball topic+ dont know how to crap things = half dead.

saturday= another stress day or relax day?
im still looking for the definition.

OLD MAN

HEE, guess wht day's today, it's time to beat Ronald 18 times day ^^

Ronald better dont let me see him or he'll die a horrible death. x)

anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RONALD, old man. hahaha, he forced me to give him a bday cake, so.

TADA..

OLD MAN. lol, ok la. he nv force me to give him cake. (: but hes still the old man between me n him!! hahaha. i dedicate this blog to you wor!! rmb to thank me ^_^

-fly