yep. study on one chapter of bio today. looks little, still some form of achievment!. hee.
whaha. see so many ppl blog with photos and images. so nice. i wanted to have nice and beautiful blog with nice images too. lol, but cable lost, no bluetooth in lappy, upload every image is a chore! hemm.. bt realli nice!! go see sher's blog and you will understand.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
mugging
i need to mug. i need to mug. i need to mug. i love mugging i love mugging i love mugging.
time to mug time to mug time to mug time to mug.mugmugmugmugmugmugmug!!!
arrhhhxx!!!!
exam exam exam. no more procrastination to myself.. keep telling myself i will study later, i wll study tml... no more no more no more. NOW!!!.
can i just seat down and take out my hydraulis and practice a few question and cauculations, take out my maths and do a few sums, look at some formulas? memorize my bio notes??...
one whole week for 3 subjects, stop telling me you have no time.
Lord, give mii the heart to study. the mind to study. refresh me Lord.
bless ya=)
time to mug time to mug time to mug time to mug.mugmugmugmugmugmugmug!!!
arrhhhxx!!!!
exam exam exam. no more procrastination to myself.. keep telling myself i will study later, i wll study tml... no more no more no more. NOW!!!.
can i just seat down and take out my hydraulis and practice a few question and cauculations, take out my maths and do a few sums, look at some formulas? memorize my bio notes??...
one whole week for 3 subjects, stop telling me you have no time.
Lord, give mii the heart to study. the mind to study. refresh me Lord.
bless ya=)
school
yesterday i went back secondary school with elena and maurice. hazel should have come along!
yea, suppose to take some prize. its a trophy with a certificate ( the O level meritourious award). at first still complaining why there isnt any money like the past few years or what, later then i realise this is better than money, after spending the money, everything will be slowly forgotten, a trophy in the cabinet will always serve as a recognitiono of the hard work and the achievement. Glory to God..
later suppose to look for samantha to pass her back the "i recommend", in the end pass to wee yon instead,( cant find sam and ppl). talked to him for quite awhile with elena, see?? hazel you should have come!!! regret le bahh?? he even sent us out to the gate worr!!( mau mau to shy to even go up, waiting outside general office alone....)
we walk elena to her block, and elena sent us to the bus stop..( never ending sendding each other off) and we head off to watch rush hour 3. see?? everytime is the last time of enjoyment.
maurice sent mi back home.
hazel, come along with us. no more making sacrifices for us. come with us.
love maurice=)
yea, suppose to take some prize. its a trophy with a certificate ( the O level meritourious award). at first still complaining why there isnt any money like the past few years or what, later then i realise this is better than money, after spending the money, everything will be slowly forgotten, a trophy in the cabinet will always serve as a recognitiono of the hard work and the achievement. Glory to God..
later suppose to look for samantha to pass her back the "i recommend", in the end pass to wee yon instead,( cant find sam and ppl). talked to him for quite awhile with elena, see?? hazel you should have come!!! regret le bahh?? he even sent us out to the gate worr!!( mau mau to shy to even go up, waiting outside general office alone....)
we walk elena to her block, and elena sent us to the bus stop..( never ending sendding each other off) and we head off to watch rush hour 3. see?? everytime is the last time of enjoyment.
maurice sent mi back home.
hazel, come along with us. no more making sacrifices for us. come with us.
love maurice=)
Monday, August 13, 2007
into the mirror
looking into the mirror what do i see?
beautiful eyes, with too thick brows
beautiful face, but with ugly skin
a petite figure but with ugly legs.
im too short.
im dark.
im too hairy
im too....
is that what i see?
are those really matters so much to me? its God's perfect creation.
into the mirror.
i want to see God's image.
a truely reflection of You.- not a blurring and a distorted one.
when i look into the mirror, i want to see you LOrd.
be my reflection.
beautiful eyes, with too thick brows
beautiful face, but with ugly skin
a petite figure but with ugly legs.
im too short.
im dark.
im too hairy
im too....
is that what i see?
are those really matters so much to me? its God's perfect creation.
into the mirror.
i want to see God's image.
a truely reflection of You.- not a blurring and a distorted one.
when i look into the mirror, i want to see you LOrd.
be my reflection.
time alone with hazel
its in the middle of the night now.
hazel is juz sitting right beside me. playing her blockade. level 1. wearing her hello kitty pajamas.
i love her i love her i love her.
yep, dun be jealous. im one of the lucky who who can sleep on her bed, chat with her through out the night, giggling, laughing along..
happy nationday day 4 days ago. we spend the whole day together.- singing naitonal day song together. watching fireworks( on the screen)
secret. the jay chou's secret. we even had a couple seat at cathy. which is like so weird... emmm, not really, we are lesbian fren after all! ( its a realli nice movie.! recommend ya!)
playing piano. singing song. totally in lurve with jay chou.
join my family for lunch.
join her family for dinner.
eat eat eat eat eat eat!
hazel is juz sitting right beside me. playing her blockade. level 1. wearing her hello kitty pajamas.
i love her i love her i love her.
yep, dun be jealous. im one of the lucky who who can sleep on her bed, chat with her through out the night, giggling, laughing along..
happy nationday day 4 days ago. we spend the whole day together.- singing naitonal day song together. watching fireworks( on the screen)
secret. the jay chou's secret. we even had a couple seat at cathy. which is like so weird... emmm, not really, we are lesbian fren after all! ( its a realli nice movie.! recommend ya!)
playing piano. singing song. totally in lurve with jay chou.
join my family for lunch.
join her family for dinner.
eat eat eat eat eat eat!
Monday, August 06, 2007
sense of urgency
where is my sense of urgency?
my tutorials for hydraulics is not done.
my bio practical is not done.
i haven study on my fme.
i haven study on my eco.
i haven prepare anything for the exams.
yet...
i can go and watch2 movies on friday.
an additional movie on sunday.
and say that i have no time to study.
what am i thinking of?!
hazel, i didnt mean to lie to you, i really did INTEND to mug and mug and mug and mug the whole of these two weeks de. but there is something really really wrong about my mind.
can it be the heart of pride? thinking that i have the ability to handle all.
or can it be the maurice dimple smile that blinded my mind? blinded "YES" to whatever he says.
no matter which way it is. it is still not right.
God, teach me to be still in my heart. To have the right mind to analyze the things and the events around me. teach me to be still and not to be overwhelmed and anxious over everything. trust in you. totally.
i lost my bible. i think i lost it when i teaching my p4 girls. i hope can find it back. losing a bible, doesnt mean that i lost God's word. they are all deeply carved inside my heart. lead me with your Holy Spirit Lord.
love maurice=)
my tutorials for hydraulics is not done.
my bio practical is not done.
i haven study on my fme.
i haven study on my eco.
i haven prepare anything for the exams.
yet...
i can go and watch2 movies on friday.
an additional movie on sunday.
and say that i have no time to study.
what am i thinking of?!
hazel, i didnt mean to lie to you, i really did INTEND to mug and mug and mug and mug the whole of these two weeks de. but there is something really really wrong about my mind.
can it be the heart of pride? thinking that i have the ability to handle all.
or can it be the maurice dimple smile that blinded my mind? blinded "YES" to whatever he says.
no matter which way it is. it is still not right.
God, teach me to be still in my heart. To have the right mind to analyze the things and the events around me. teach me to be still and not to be overwhelmed and anxious over everything. trust in you. totally.
i lost my bible. i think i lost it when i teaching my p4 girls. i hope can find it back. losing a bible, doesnt mean that i lost God's word. they are all deeply carved inside my heart. lead me with your Holy Spirit Lord.
love maurice=)
Saturday, August 04, 2007
kids+ God
i enjoy teaching you all, my darlings.
the sense of sastisfaction. to know that i can use my talent to serve others, to know that i am helping you all, giving to you. its really a pleasure.
but can i ask one thing of you please?
can you not be so ROWDY... i hate to spend most of time controlling your noise level, rather than giving you all substential knowledge which can benefit you all.
i enjoy singing and dancing with you all. so enthusiastic, so energetic and full of fun! i love the noise that you make to God... i love playing games with you all, all the laughter and screaming. its one thing that i would not forget. i recorded all your innocent voice. =)
it's really great that you give me the opportunity to teach the kids about God, just like what you have doing for us for the past few years. yesh! of cause i would like to be a servant of God, to touch the lives of others and to share about God's love. but i really dont think that im up to that job. i cannot even connect myself back to God now, how can you expect me to connect the kids to God? give me sometime.
love is kind.
Lord, teach me to be kind to everyone.
love maurice=)
the sense of sastisfaction. to know that i can use my talent to serve others, to know that i am helping you all, giving to you. its really a pleasure.
but can i ask one thing of you please?
can you not be so ROWDY... i hate to spend most of time controlling your noise level, rather than giving you all substential knowledge which can benefit you all.
i enjoy singing and dancing with you all. so enthusiastic, so energetic and full of fun! i love the noise that you make to God... i love playing games with you all, all the laughter and screaming. its one thing that i would not forget. i recorded all your innocent voice. =)
it's really great that you give me the opportunity to teach the kids about God, just like what you have doing for us for the past few years. yesh! of cause i would like to be a servant of God, to touch the lives of others and to share about God's love. but i really dont think that im up to that job. i cannot even connect myself back to God now, how can you expect me to connect the kids to God? give me sometime.
love is kind.
Lord, teach me to be kind to everyone.
love maurice=)
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